Dad, I still miss you so very much and can't believe we have to spend this Christmas without you. I love you dearly and cry myself to sleep at the thought of you not being here, when will this nightmare end!!! You were so full of life, so full of fun, so full of love for us all. I grieve for you everday, think about you everyday and wish you were here with us everday. Sleep in peace. Your little Jacs. xxxx